Okay.

So, as it happens, everyone I'm talking to somehow missed that last post. (*eyeroll*)

So, for your benefit...

knockthedoor

This means that, yes, I did get a new journal.

poor newbies...

That is what you do. Honestly...and it's much easier.

traditions continued...

I keep saying how sick I am of being afraid to say things in my own journal, and I've tried getting a journal just for that sort of thing, but it doesn't work to be miserable in one place and fake here.

It's not working for me to have so many friends and only talk to a few of them, and to feel like if my journal just disappeared, no one would care.

So, I'm not even waiting until the end of February. I'm sorry to whoever bought me that six months of paid time, but I'm not staying here anymore, and I'll get a paid time for my new account when I can.

If you want to, add knockthedoor, my new journal. I'll understand if you don't.

*eyeroll*

Everyone is free to comment. Yeah Chicken, that means you. I haven't been called a cunt in awhile, so come on and give me your best. It's really not worth it anymore, is it?

no, i'm not dead. are you?

http://www.hipmama.com/node/view/6718

The sad thing is, I don't think anyone cares.

I am happy even though I really hate the world

Because yesterday (since today is the 21st - Yule!) my Robin Wood Tarot deck and book set came in the mail. Autographed to Jasmine Simoné. Bright Blessings and everything. *bounces around, petting the cards and refusing to let anyone else touch them*

do you know what sucks?

Something really bad happened to me yesterday. And I can't tell anyone, because they could call the police or something...

Before I cried myself to sleep yesterday afternoon, I realised there was really no one to tell.

:D!

Monkichi and I have the same birthday. That brings me strange happiness.

and just to settle this once and for all

I was formula fed, and I turned out to be a mentally unstable, lisping, lactose-intolerant, overweight, insecure, nutcase fine.

oh, by the way

I made a tarot spreads community.

It's called spreads. I'm brilliant.

...only, I don't actually know whether or not I'll use it, and I'm like, promote-phobic...o_O I should disappear.

my mother on Cassie Claire:

"She's one step away from a televangelist!"

*giggle*

In other news: Neville/Luna = shot down. WHEN is someone going to mention that on Desperate Housewives that lady was killed with the same blender she stole? And what about that boy obviously bringing up such horrible memories for his mom, seeing as HER mother died in a hit and run (or, at least by a car, my memory is shaky)? And uh...duuuuuude....where the fuck is everyone on all of my IM lists? The few people who were online totally ignored me today, and that's not very nice, you know? I'M IN LOVE, BUT IT'S ONLY TEMPORARY, and I WISH I COULD FINISH ONE KNITTING PROJECT, THANK YOU?

I WANT TO HAVE THE DECK & BOOK SET FROM ROBIN WOOD'S SITE. Autographed to Jasmine - because that's my name. I AM SO HUNGRY. Joel Osteen is on right now. I would SO convert if it meant I could be in his church, because yay, awesome and funny, and OH SO UPBEAT.

...EYE THENK EYE DED ET AGIN.

My brother thinks Victoria's Secret models are ugly. Mom raised him to like short, fat, and insane women, and it appears to have been a success! I really want a new tarot deck. The Robin Wood one. Did I mention? I HATE THE GOVERNMENT, GIVE US OUR MONEY YOU SICK FUCKS. My family makes me want to cry. I make me want to cry. I wish I could cry. Damn. I've been using someone else's email address to sign up at sites. I didn't realise this until I couldn't log into it. At which point I tried to change the password, and then nearly reported the account when it said it was sent to an address other than one I had....THEN I SEARCHED ON GMAIL, AND REALISED...mine wasn't ended in a y, it was in an ies, because the y was taken.

OOPS!...

Boys are icky. Make them go away. BUT WAIT. LEAVE ME ONE. *dies* Neville + Luna DOES NOT EQUAL Harry + LUNA. SOME shippers (ORANGE CRUSHERS.) need to stop saying so. Tori, my kitten = BEAUTIFUL SPAWN OF SATAN. YES. I HAVE TURNED INTO CAPSLOCK!HARRY. I swear I smell rotting soap. OMGWTFBBQ?!?!

...POLARBEAR.

*kicks Lost*

The cat also chewed through my headphones. Bastard. PRETTY BASTARD!! FUWA!

...FUWA...FUU!

*ignores Morning Musume*

I'm looking at my mom now. She's got her thumb over her mouth, and a cigarette between her fingers. I will forever remember her this way.

DENNY CRANE!!!

Let me tell you a Christmas story...

Many years ago, a young woman's husband had left her and her two kids (one was around two, and the other was closer to one) alone, and the woman was poor and alone for the holidays.

Christmas was close, and the woman couldn't afford a tree. She was heartbroken, until one day, someone knocked on her door. It was a lady from the local church. She'd come in a truck to the poor neighborhood with tons of FRESH trees, and anyone who wanted one could have one.

The woman nearly cried tears of joy as she told her to put the tree outside of her door while she re-arranged furniture to fit it inside. When she moved her couch, and had made enough room for the tree, she went back outside to get it.

But the tree was gone.

( click here for the ending. )

:D Happy holidays!

quiz quiz

Stolen from nursemette who gankedit from unforgiventak

( build your portrait quiz )

icicles hung down like prison bars

so deep we sunk: I have a new email address! :D
Stretchy Buyo: Oh?
so deep we sunk:
chara@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijk.com
Stretchy Buyo: O__O wtf?
so deep we sunk: XDD
so deep we sunk: Isn't it beautiful?
Stretchy Buyo: How did you get that?
so deep we sunk:
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyzabcdefghijk.com
Stretchy Buyo: XD!
Stretchy Buyo: I didn't think you were serious. *amused*
so deep we sunk: XDD

he doesn't appear to be Canadian

I Support Yuri: He's Japanese <3
I Support Yuri: well....
I Support Yuri: He's from ZANARKAND in Spira.
I Support Yuri: ...but he was made in Japan.

speaking is NOT communication

So. I decided to do like, an IM strike today. I'm only talking to people who IM me first.

...I don't feel so good. But thanks to the two people who couldn't keep themselves from the Jasmine-love. ;o;

the radiator hums

dinner's getting cold,
you haven't touched a thing.
so what's it gonna be?
i can hold out much longer than you.
when it's steady i'm just acting out my roles,
when you're ready i'll be walking out that door
and don't call me pretty baby anymore
oh foolish worker bee
i'm your fucking queen
uh huh

i threw out the phone to try to get through to you
the lines are down, drowned by the hum of the radiator
this house is a hole that you could never fill
with rose blossom bouquets, vanities, and loveseats

sad little boy, i know you get confused
but everyone goes through
these trials of self-truth and self-abuse
when you're selfless you're so hard not to adore
when you're selfish i just love you even more
i want to help you, but you've gotta say the words
"i want to be cured"

drowned deep in this hole we've dug for ourselves
throw me in...headfirst, submerged in this great depression
impoverished and impotent

and don't call me pretty baby

i threw out the phone to try to get through to you (the radiator hums)
the lines are down, drowned by the hum of the radiator (this house is a hole)
this house is a hole that you could never fill
with shattered dinner plates, that's how we'll communicate

hey pretty baby, are you ready for bed?

"MY GOD'S DICK IS BIGGER THAN YOUR GOD'S DICK IS PASTEDE ON YAY BUT THOSE ARE S00PER SEKRIT PICTURES OF MY FURRY COCK BEING OPRESSED BECAUSE THEIR LOVE IS SO PURE!!!"


Mom said she'd send my wishlist to my Aunt Karen today.

I don't think she did.

Which sucks, since my Aunt Karen is the one who buys everything. Sometime before Christmas Mom.

Thank you.

pretty pictures

Okay, I want to make a photo album with pictures of my friends (online and off). Above this post should be one that has my address on it. If you can see that post, then you're one of the people I want a picture from. If you can't see it, and think you should, let me know. I think I got everybody, but I could have missed some people.

Please send Jasie a picture. :D She'll love you forevers, and give you many kids. <3

nine princes in amber

I Support Yuri: Dude...
I Support Yuri: If they're fucking your EAR
I Support Yuri: that's MORE than gangbang.
I Support Yuri: that's like....
I Support Yuri: Teh Uber Sex
a harajuku girl: XD I meant, more than one guy in one place. XD
I Support Yuri: ..OOooh
I Support Yuri: Yeah.
I Support Yuri: That.
I Support Yuri: That's true.
I Support Yuri: WOOO

it's the return of the mass message!

And boy have I made much cooler friends since the first EAT ME! MM.

( I have a bowl of melted peppermint ice cream with lemon juice. Would you like me to pour it on you and lick it off? )


And, my very first isLove...

loving kagome is love
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On the first tryyy!! XDDD